14 – Otherhood

She lacked the sense of belonging since she was very little. At first, this seemed like a result of growing up with her grandparents after her father passed away and mother moved to Italy with her new husband. But she always had the sense that she was left with her grandparents because she lacked the…

Space the 10th

H regretted that nothingness does not have a form to dream about. H was used to dilemmas after chasing them for the past three years, trying to track her steps to unknown. He knocked all the doors of his consciousness to understand whereabouts of her soul. John the neighbour, started to be worried about him…

Nine: A NEW MAN

It wasn’t an awful thing to accept that he was stuck in a dream zone. He wouldn’t mind living there forever. “It would be beautiful to fly around if I could somehow understand the physics here”, H thought. He wanted to go through the velvet curtains of time and space. “How can one find the…

8th – Wake Up!

H feels blessed with a zesty bit of pain that runs through his thin veins, which runs his body day and night. The pain was shielding him from feelings that he is not currently would be able to deal with, such as joy, happiness, hope, love. It had such a power that there was no…

Seven: Hush

H is still following his routines, driving to places, chatting with the postman, reading the cards bringing condolences for the beautiful and angel wife. But things have a different quality now. A dreaminess… He forgotten the keys this morning on the car after returning from the bakery. Didn’t even notice until John, the neighbour, rang…

Six: Intent

I need a direction H thought, looking at the horizon. The light blue sky was meeting the turquoise sea with a hazy line. Forms got hazy, blurred in the vastness. What if I erase my borderlines too? he asked sadly. He was feeling quite dreamy recently; he could sense the earth and the sky with fear only….

The Beauty

“I am an average man, with a great envy to the spirits that walk on the top of the hills and at the depths of the oceans. I can neither rise nor fall, I live on the bottom of the hills or on the shores. This is my destiny, to be an average man. I have not…

Four – Vertical Time

He knew time is the sense of continuity. An illusion of perceiving the events of the world in order, linked with each other making sense of why they have happened. Believing in time is reading the signs in misery to  make sense of the world outside that may simply be working with another kind of knowledge……

The third one: A New Formula

He is now looking for a hole on the canvas of life. A single pierce where the canvas looses its wholeness, its continuity… where the life stops being how it used to be what it used to be… He is looking for that single absurdity, where things are not like themselves anymore, where they lack…

The Second Thought: A Hole in the Existence

What can a man make of himself that is worth being? Since H started to sit down on the earth and beneath the never ending clouds, he wished to be seen by the sharp eyes of someone who can see him at his simplest state, at the state of nothingness. Why would state of nothingness…

First Thought

He just stood up under the wide blue sky that was half-filled with white clouds floating light and fast. He wished his head was nothing more than that blue sky, he wished his thoughts were exactly like those clouds, floating, light and fast. He wanted to sit down and watch the sky until his head…